That’s the exact song I wanted to wake up to. Every other time it’s come on we agree to change it because we’re reminded of people who are out of our lives for a reason. But today, I wake up from a nap in the car and she’s belting it out. I’m pretty upset and even logged onto this on my phone so I can post this. I’ve been in the car for 11 hours and I just want to get to South Carolina already. She doesn’t even want to sit in the back with me. I’m trying to have fun, I’m trying to enjoy being with her because this is what I’ve been waiting for since camp started but now I’m just like why did I want to feel like this so bad. I know if I were singing that song my ex would be all I’d think about. That just sucks she did that and this is my mindset. I suck for turning this into what it will be when she reads this. Apparently we have three hours left. I am pissed and she knows it, she hasn’t been taking to me and checking in with me since I woke up and went “COOL” to her with a dirty look. Also I would really like to brush my teeth.
I’ve never needed anyone as much as i’ve needed my therapist these past couple of days,
I’ve also never held in my tears for this long and now its hitting me. Someone give me a xanax